Sunday, September 14, 2008

Pattern Breaking

Whilst taking a break from writing (yes, actual writing today) I started checking out some links I had saved from my old computer. One of those links led to my very first blog and I started reading some of the posts with interest.

I have to admit that I was just a little appalled at how little has changed in the last couple of years. This blog was started at the end of 2005, when I was still on a medical leave of absence from work. I’d started it to encourage myself to write, but for all the free time I had it didn’t seem to be working. Sound familiar?

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Something that has always fascinated me is psychic phenomena. I was talking about this with a friend the other day and she casually mentioned she could “read” people. And then she told me I was “just putting in time in this life until it’s time to move on”. I don’t even think she was aware of telling me this, but it really struck home.

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I’m not trying to turn this into a “poor pitiful me” post. On the contrary, I’m seeing a pattern that my life has taken and I want to find a way to break that pattern. It’s a lot easier said than done, but I’d like to at least try. No more “putting in time”, I need to start making things happen.

Okay, to reward you for putting up with the above post, here’s a quiz for you:


What Tarot Card are you



You Are The Chariot



You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory
You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally
You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path.
In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward.

Your fortune:
There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others.
You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces.
You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong.
You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes.

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